My best friend from high school came back from college for the winter break. The friendship that we have is forever lasting. I haven't talked to him in over a year. We are still the best of friends. It's great knowing that at least you have that one friend that will be there with you forever until the end. Shouldn't everyone have one?
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Moving on...
"In this life, we must do the things that make us happy but also learn not to become attached to those things so we can see when they no longer serve our best intentions, and be able to let go and move on with ease, comfort, and confidence."
This saying is harder to do. At the moment I am going through a custody fight with my daughter father and he is making my life a living hell at the moment. Sometimes I wonder why he still the way that he is... Is he mad because I finally had the guts to leave him? Or is he mad because I am not the submissive person that he met five years ago? Or does he regret the way that he treated me was like shit and it pushed me away? At times I wonder is he still holding on? And if so why? I tried so hard making it work for five years but when I finally throw in the towel... HE finally wants to make things work and by that time my heart has changed.... Smh. Life. No one wrote a book of guidelines? LOL...
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
the end of the night.
Today, was a bit difficult because we recently stopped allowing people to tip on their credit cards and may I just say that some people have the hardest time understanding why OUR company did so. I can understand that is was just easier so people don't have to carry around cash in their pockets but I wonder... didn't we carry cash for the longest? What has happened to our society? Every one depends on a plastic card and don't get me wrong I am also that person but of course making tip money, I have been carrying both cash and card. Today I had clients that didn't tip me because they didn't have cash. I left today and was a bit bummed that I didn't get my tips. People said they love their haircuts but did they really? At the end of the night when the day was long this is how you know you lived through another day without troubles.
I can say that I have accomplished another day. And the night is quiet. Quiet enough for me to rest my head on my pillow and sleep. ((:
At work
So... I'm here at work and right when I walked it my one o'clock cancelled. The partial highlight that I was prepping myself for did not show. It's been slow lately at the salon. At least for me it has... I'm only six months in this job and I think it's alright. Of course this isn't my dream job that is for sure. I wonder what happened from the time that I have graduated from cosmetology school and working in the salon. Somewhere in mix of it, I'm not liking hair anymore. I was told once that, "The first salon better be the right choice because it's either going to make you or break you." And in all honesty, this is slowing breaking me. I should be on the floor doing hair but I'm in the back blogging and trying to figure out where to start because I want to go back to school and get a degree in IT. I'm starting backwards that is for sure. Hopefully I will get it straight somehow. Some where in my mix I forgot that I actually like to do hair...sometimes.
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